I'm a fairly shy person. I'm big on logic and discussions. I'm obsessed with figuring out a very complicated answer to a question i don't know how to form. So i'll either spend my life and career creating increasingly bizarre works that further this impossible goal, or end up rocking back and forth in a padded room. But at least i'm going into this with my eyes open.
While my day passes with so little being done, I'm convinced I can't keep a job. Even if I started looking, (which will be a feat in and of its self) whatever kind of job I'll finally get will be beyond my ability.